On Growth - My Journey as an Artist
My First VS (one of) My Latest
This page is a testament to my artistic journey and growth over the years. It showcases my evolving skills and reminds me of the dedication I have poured into my art. With nearly 5 years between them, the two artworks featured here hold significant meaning to me.
On the left, I proudly display the first digital art piece I created in 2018, a reflection of my passion for art even as a 12-year-old. It holds a special place in my heart as it represents the beginning of my artistic exploration. I remember the joy and excitement I felt while crafting it, putting my heart and soul into every stroke.
On the right, I present one of my more recent works. The intricate details and meticulous effort I invested in this artwork reflect my artistic growth. I immersed myself in the creative process, losing myself in the beauty of art-making.
Both pieces hold unique significance as they showcase not only my technical progress but also my emotional connection to the world of art. The journey between these two artworks is a testament to my commitment to honing my skills and pushing the boundaries of my creativity.
Seeing these pieces side by side, I am filled with pride for how far I have come as an artist. This page serves as a constant reminder of the passion and dedication that fuel my artistic ambitions. I look forward to continuing this journey and using my art to express the beauty of life and my innermost thoughts and emotions.
< 5 - 10 years old
I've always had a passion for art, even as a child. The allure of colors, the freedom of expression, and the ability to create something unique and meaningful drew me in like a magnetic force. From the early days of finger painting to doodling in the pages of school notebooks, art became my way of exploring the world and communicating my thoughts and emotions.
As I delved deeper into my artistic pursuits, I discovered a deep joy in the process of bringing fantasy to life on a blank canvas.
My dad played a significant role in introducing me to digital art. He showed me the ropes and helped me navigate through the world of digital painting. From the first time he introduced me to the digital canvas, I was fascinated by the possibilities it offered. With his patient guidance, I began to explore and experiment with digital brushes and colors, discovering the joy of creating art on a screen.
11 - 12 years old
During the time I had a social media account dedicated to my art, I started thinking that art should primarily be attractive and aesthetically pleasing. I felt pressured to create artwork that would gain likes and approval from my followers. As a result, I drifted away from creating art with personal significance and focused more on producing pieces that met the expectations of others.
This search for approval led me to restrict my creative exploration and stick to tight themes and pastel colors, which were well-received by my audience. However, deep down, I felt detached from my own creations. It became more about seeking external assurance rather than expressing my true self.
In this realization, I understood the importance of breaking free from the expectations of others and reconnecting with the essence of my art. I needed to create for myself and rediscover the joy of self-expression. It was a challenging but essential step toward finding my authentic voice as an artist.
14-16 (IGCSE)
I made the decision to delete the social media account, giving myself the freedom to create artwork exclusively for my own sake. My IGCSE art course taught me how to direct my emotions and experiences into visual manifestations. Unlike my proficiency with words, I found comfort in using art as the means to communicate my thoughts and my personal journey. Through this creative journey, I discovered a genuine way to communicate, not just with others, but with my own soul. Art became the mirror through which I understood myself better and embraced the beauty of my personal narrative.
16 - NOW (IB)
My artistic journey pivots around creating art for myself. I have learned to welcome my unique artistic voice and prioritize self-expression above all. Art has become the language through which I speak my truths, conveying emotions and thoughts that I struggle to articulate with words alone. My art is a reflection of my essence, my joys, my pains, and my growth. It is a constant reminder that my voice matters, that my stories are worth conveying, and that my art is a testament to the beautiful complexity of being human. Through this intimate and profound form of expression, I have found solace, empowerment, and the courage to navigate life's journey with an unyielding sense of authenticity.
Today, I focus on developing my creations as reflections of myself, not of others.